my little lemuela at 13 weeks

THANK YOU GOD!

just this afternoon, i found out that I AM GONNA BE A MOM! yes, im about a month pregnant now. Thank you God!

It was a little past 2 in the morning
Reminiscing aside from doing nothing
I stared at him and watched him closely
Wondering, in the dreamland already is he?
I grabbed his right hand, in the most soundless manner I did
Paused for a couple of minutes collecting all the memories
From the beginning until now how far I and my sweetheart have been
He never left me; he walked with me holding my hands bravely
Then I came to realize that tears shed from my eyes
I never could have imagined that a guy like you is now mine
Oh baby to you I keep a promise that forever you can cherish
With you I will be spending my old age even life after death

am i or am i not?

I am actually having a countdown

10 to 12 days from now everything in my mind will be answered

Its just either a yes or a no

A positive or a negative

A smile or a frown on my face

I must admit that I am more on hoping than nothing

And I know for a fact that the result may forever change my life

Gee! I’m just so so excited

Good luck to me…

i am human

people come and go
you will meet someone who is just bound to leave you
the least is to hurt you and treat you like a total mess in the most subtle way he can
i just wanna be immune to all of these sufferings
i just want to shut my eyes and wishes never to open them again.
i am also human and i am hurting
i am hoping that tomorrow the sun will shine on me again
as bright as if it was 20 years ago
i wish i have the ability to turn back time
i hope that i can live a worry free life
and i dream that wishes do come true
i am only human born to wish, to hope and to dream.

drats! i'm pissed off

This is my second blog site but i chose to keep this one and delete the other site for a very lousy reason. Whats with the title? yeah, im so darn choleric right now. Some people seem to be very annoying in my sight, some were old detractors who never have gotten to be tired of bugging me. I'm just done cooking chili con carne while writing this, if i were to rate it, hmmmm will give it a 6.5 over a perfect score of 10, not bad for a first timer though. going back to my being upset, i just found out that my greatest detractor of all time is still viewing my friendster account using pranksters and bogus accounts. When will she ever get tired? oh my goodness gracious! God please save her soul. will be taking my dinner and will try to calm my self first, haven't written something about me and some interesting points in my life as a whole. will have myself composed first, maybe my chili con carne would help.